Inside, what do you feel? Does it feel like you try too much? Do you feel like you are just being ripped apart in a million pieces? Do you continue to keep trying, or do you just give up? Questions... they are always in my head. Everyone asks me what are you going to do, or how do you feel about something, but I don't have an answer for it all. Is this normal? Am I suppose to know everything, or am I suppose to be clueless?
I feel like you don't see it or understand it. It means a lot to me, and sometimes I feel like it doesn't as much to you. I might be overthinking things, but I want this one to be right. I care so much about it. I want things to be perfect. You say you want the same, but do you? So you say these things to make me happy? I really hope you aren't doing that. I know I'm not the best thing in the world and I probably do deserve some of the stuff in my life. I do regret it all, and I'm so sorry for the things I caused. I just hope you never look at me as a mistake. I hope you think of this as a good thing. I hope you want the same; you want this to be perfect. (Just a little on my mind. Not to anyone specific: labels don't have names)
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Evan (me). I am the Author of this Heaven. I write about events, feelings, my photography, and well everything that happens in my life here. I hope you enjoy my writing. Any question or anything please message me on the contact page. Archives
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