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When I see you with anyone but me, I just die inside. I think about day through night, dreams after dreams, you are still in my head. I wake up every single day wishing you will come back, wishing I could wake up looking at you every morning. There is not even a second that goes by without me thinking about you. You have made me smile so much. We laughed so hard that we lots our breaths as too when you get punched in the belly. We cuddled up together and watched movies and shows all the time. Being next to you was everything, knowing that you was alright, knowing that You love me no matter what will happen. Ahh and that song that we always listened to... I listen to that song everyday. I just fall asleep with that song because I imagine you are in my arms and we are falling asleep with each other.
.......... b u t ................... When I tell you how much I love you and the reasons why, I just feel like you don't care when I tell you these things. I could be wrong about all of this, but it just seems like that to me. I feel like when you say that you still like me, you really don't and you are just saying that to make me feel good. I understand that you care about me. You have shown everything about that. I just don't understand sometimes... why won't you give me another change? Why can't I just love you till I die? Why won't you let me show you how much I care and sorry for what I did? Just all these questions pop in my head all the time. I just wish you would understand how I feel and how much want you back in my life. Every sense you left... well everything has gone down hill. I need my boost back. I want everyone to know about us! I want to make everyone jealous. I love you so much!! Please love me forever!! (Attention this is just a story, NOT real life) What if I stumble? What if I fall?
What if I'm the chapion on the crawl? What if I lied just to cover the truth? And what if I waste all the days of my youth? What if I cast all my dreams in the sea? What if my greatest fear is me? Where can I run to escape from myself? Would you be there? Would you be there? Cardiac arrest, heart pounding out of my chest. Don't wanna become like a crash test dummy. And If I let you down will you still want me around? If I'm broken would you still love me? What if I'm troubled? What if I'm flawed? And what if they all just think I'm a fraud? And what if I'm left without a choice? And what if I like girls? What if boys? And what if I listen to all that they say? They promised forever and then walk away. Where can I run to escape from myself? Would you be there? Would you be there? Cardiac arrest, heart pounding out of my chest. Don't wanna become like a crash test dummy. If I let you down will you still want me around? If I'm broken would you still love me? Oh would you still love me? (What if I'm broken, what if I'm broken? What if I'm Broken? What if I'm broken?) Cardiac arrest, heart pounding out of my chest. Don't wanna become like a crash test dummy. If I let you down would you still want me around? If I'm broken would you still love me? Cardiac arrest, heart pounding out of my chest. Don't wanna become like a crash test dummy. And If I let you down would you still want me around? If I'm broken would you still love me? (Love me) Oh would you still love me? (What if I stumble? What if I fall? What if I'm the chapion on the crawl?) What if I'm broken? (What if I lied just to cover the truth?) What if I'm broken? (And what if I waste all the days of my youth?) What if I'm broken? (What if I cast all my dreams in the sea? What if my greatest fear is me?) What if I'm broken? (Where can I run to escape from myself? Would you be there? Would you be there?) Attention! I just want to say... My blog might sound real sometimes.... but most of the time they are just stories I write! So stop going crazy about them. Thanks. Have fun reading!!These are other but new!! I am editing snow pictures now!! Can't wait to post them!! Heart beats fast
Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall? But watching you stand alone, All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow. One step closer [Chorus:] I have died every day waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more Time stands still Beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything take away What's standing in front of me Every breath Every hour has come to this One step closer [Chorus:] I have died every day waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more One step closer One step closer [Chorus:] I have died every day waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more Dear darlin’, please excuse my writing.
I can’t stop my hands from shaking 'Cause I’m cold and alone tonight. I miss you and nothing hurts like no you. And no one understands what we went through. It was short. It was sweet. We tried. And if my words break through the wall And meet you at your door, All I can say is “Girl, I mean them all.” Dear darlin’, please excuse my writing. I can’t stop my hands from shaking 'Cause I’m cold and alone tonight. I miss you and nothing hurts like no you. And no one understands what we went through. It was short. It was sweet. We tried. We tried. [Woman:] I understand where he's coming from. Been thinking about the bar we drank in. Feeling like the sofa was sinking. I was warm in the hold of your eyes. So if my words break through the wall To meet you at your door, All I can say is “Girl, I mean them all.” Dear darlin’, please excuse my writing. I can’t stop my hands from shaking 'Cause I’m cold and alone tonight. I miss you and nothing hurts like no you. And no one understands what we went through. It was short. It was sweet. We tried. Oh I can't cope. These arms are yours to hold. And I miss you and nothing hurts like no you. And no one understands what we went through. It was short. It was sweet. We tried. We tried Nothing ever happens in the town
It's the same old thing when we go out A new place to hang with the same crowd I lucked up when you came and sat down Now I'm here with you and I'm admiring the view I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose And I don't know what to do because... I'm falling into something real And I can't stop me I'm knocking over everything And you just caught me From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a Domino I'm falling, falling, falling just like a Domino I'm falling, falling, falling just like a Domino From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a Domino Always said true love never happens A little push caused this chain reaction I never thought you'd be my distraction I admit boy you got me crashin' Now I'm here with you and I'm admiring the view I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose And I don't know what to do because... I'm falling into something real And I can't stop me I'm knocking over everything And you just caught me From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a Domino I'm falling, falling, falling just like a Domino I'm falling, falling, falling just like a Domino From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a Domino When it all comes down you gonna have my back But when the last one falls baby we got that You saying hoo, hoo what hoo hoo keep saying hoo hoo Everybody When it all comes down you gonna have my back But when the last one falls baby we got that You saying hoo, hoo what hoo hoo keep saying hoo hoo Everybody I'm falling into something real And I can't stop me I'm knocking over everything And you just caught me From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a domino I'm falling into something real And I can't stop me I'm knocking over everything And you just caught me From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know know yo I'm falling like a domino Fallin, fallin, fallin like a domino (just like a domino) Said I'm falling just like a domino From start to finish I promise I'm in this Just wanna let you know yo I'm falling like a domino I'm falling like a domino Yo yo I'm falling like a domino What is a want? A want is something you want. You might want a million things in the world. Well just sometimes the things that you have are better then what you might want. Wants are wants, but haves are already have and those things could be better or things that you can live with right now. If you really WANT that thing then go for it. No one is stopping for what you want. Your heart goes for what it wants. NEVER EVER stop your heart from what it wants.
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Evan (me). I am the Author of this Heaven. I write about events, feelings, my photography, and well everything that happens in my life here. I hope you enjoy my writing. Any question or anything please message me on the contact page. Archives
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