When I see you with anyone but me, I just die inside. I think about day through night, dreams after dreams, you are still in my head. I wake up every single day wishing you will come back, wishing I could wake up looking at you every morning. There is not even a second that goes by without me thinking about you. You have made me smile so much. We laughed so hard that we lots our breaths as too when you get punched in the belly. We cuddled up together and watched movies and shows all the time. Being next to you was everything, knowing that you was alright, knowing that You love me no matter what will happen. Ahh and that song that we always listened to... I listen to that song everyday. I just fall asleep with that song because I imagine you are in my arms and we are falling asleep with each other.
.......... b u t ................... When I tell you how much I love you and the reasons why, I just feel like you don't care when I tell you these things. I could be wrong about all of this, but it just seems like that to me. I feel like when you say that you still like me, you really don't and you are just saying that to make me feel good. I understand that you care about me. You have shown everything about that. I just don't understand sometimes... why won't you give me another change? Why can't I just love you till I die? Why won't you let me show you how much I care and sorry for what I did? Just all these questions pop in my head all the time. I just wish you would understand how I feel and how much want you back in my life. Every sense you left... well everything has gone down hill. I need my boost back. I want everyone to know about us! I want to make everyone jealous. I love you so much!! Please love me forever!! (Attention this is just a story, NOT real life)
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Evan (me). I am the Author of this Heaven. I write about events, feelings, my photography, and well everything that happens in my life here. I hope you enjoy my writing. Any question or anything please message me on the contact page. Archives
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