"I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place,
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in, I've come to realise this world's full of sin, There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space, I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race, It's a disgrace, I was misplaced, Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place, It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon, You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon, As it shines bright, throughout the night, And remember everyone's facing their own fights, But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter, You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know that I died in vain, Because the world around me is the one to blame, And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone, 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on, That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, So I'm going by the law majority rules, My presence on this earth is not needed any longer, And if anything I hope this makes you stronger, You're the best friend that I ever had, Such a shame I had to make you so very sad, Just remember that you meant everything to me, And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key, Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write, And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you from the clouds above, And sending down the purest and whitest dove, To watch over you and be my helpful eye, So this is it world... Goodbye!"
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THIS IS THE WORST MIGHT OF MY LIFE!!!!! I HAVE LOST THE THING THAT I LOVE MOST IN THIS WHOLE WORLD!!! AND NO ONE UNDERSTAND OR CARES!!!!! I NEED IT BACK!!!! UGH!!!! I WISH YOU GUYS WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS AND HOW MUCH I NEED MY DRUG BACK. UGH!!! HELP!!!!
All I think about is you. Not a thing I can do. Just how it is with love like this. I can't help but be, so completely, head of heals the feeling is so unreal. Satisfying couldn't describe it, it was like I was depressed so the doctor prescribed it. Love like this is hard to come by, so I won't say bye, I'm gonna stay, only by your side. Look into my eyes, loyal completely, us for eternity. We can make it through anything, we're more than just a fling. Damn you're my everything. I can't lose you, if I lose you, I lose myself too.
Just a day ago I found this wonderful show, that I have never heard of before. It is called FoQ- Fer y David. This show is full Spanish, but yes it does have English subtitles. I have just finished the last show. I have been crying for the last 3-4 episodes. I am not going to give anything away, but everything gets very emotional. After I have watched the whole season on this show... it made me think, I feel like that the David character is me. I can understand everything that David goes through, throughout the season. I understand Fer's feelings and everything but I relate a lot more with David. I really suggest this show to everyone!! I am going to tag the first show of FoQ- Fer y David. I hope you enjoy this show. Also there is another show called FoQ- Historia de Fer. I am going to start that show now but I was so glad to find this show. This shows me how much I truly love "HIM". |
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