About me!!!
My name is Evan Barnes.
I am located in Virginia, United States. Through my life I have gone through a lot. School, home life, and my personal life are things that have been rough for me. I have an illness you could say that I still have, depression. I shouldn’t talk much about it because it does upset me at moments, but I have worked through it. Last year, I went into extreme depression and life wasn’t going so well for me at the moment. October 9, 2014, I was sent to the hospital. After a few nights being there, it was scary to me, no roommate to talk with or nothing. It was just I and a pencil and paper. I started to hear and see things throughout my room and the hospital. It was like cold trickles down my spine. I kept glancing around so nervously, I saw somber portraits staring at me from behind layers of dust, even though there wasn’t anything a pond the walls, just white. It was cold, resistant light streams in through a crack through the window. As you walk forward, you can’t help, but feel that someone is following me, whirling around, I see nothing, but the empty hallways. ‘Turn back’ they seem to say in my ear as if they were right beside me. I swallow a nervous whimper and continue with writing on the paper and pencil that was given to me. Something that can go with depression, I have extreme anxiety/panic attacks. Sometimes I can try to control them, at moments I can’t do that. I have discovered that music is my best friend. Music is like a new world, you can escape of what might be going on in your life or any stress that could be bothering yourself. It helps my blood pressure go down in a situation that is not well for me. Even though I have been through alot in my life, I have managed to keep my head at moments. Thanks for the friends and music that I have in my life. If it wasn't for it, I probably wouldn't be here. Recently, I discovered a website called 7 Cups of Tea. I have fell in love with this site ever since I saw it. 7 Cups of Tea is website that you talk to strangers and help them with any problems that they might have. You can also get help if you need it as well. If they are upset about a breakup, a death, their friends, or anything, you can be there help them. I love helping people that are going through depression or a sad moment in their life. Knowing that people are happy, makes me happy. I want everyone to be happy. I will do anything for anyone, I have been in a rough spot in my life. I don't want anyone else to go through that as well. So if anyone needs anything please contact me, I'm here to HELP and BE FRIENDS!! :) As I say all the time: "Stay Amazing! Stay Beautiful!" by Evan Barnes If you have any questions about me just send me a message! ------> Questions Updated: October 25, 2017 |