Dang it has been forever sense I've been on here. A lot has happened sense the last time I wrote to you guys. I'm not going to explain everything but I will talk about some.
It has been hard for me to accept some things that has happened in my life. I've tried to move on and make things better; some times holding on is the best thing to do, and some times letting go is the best thing to do. For me right now, I don't know what to do. I have asked people and tried to get their opinion, but still can't seem to get my decision made. Others say this and others say that, but when it comes down to it, it is easier said then done. And the amount of your emotions and actions can get involved and effect so much. Just be smart and be sure on what you want to do. Because whatever you do can effect the rest of your life. One thing I don't understand right now is the fact of how some people treat each other. I know I have had my fair share of being mean and treating people terrible, but I regretted it and did whatever I could to apologize for it. I know that I can't judge people too much because I did hurt some people by being mean, but I have never treated people the same way they treat others, treat me, friends, or just a random stranger. I don't understand. Bulling... that is what you are doing! You are just making people feel like shit and tearing them down. You know you wouldn't like it if someone did the same to you! If you never want to be treated in the same way, then why are you doing it to others? Do you not realize that someone is being bullied ever 7 minutes? Do you not realize from your actions that at least 4,400 people commit suicide every year? I don't understand that. I worked at restaurant and many types of people would come in there. Many were disabled, mentally changed, old, young, tall, short, rich, poor, and some people would come in and you could think that nothing was wrong with them, but behind the curtain is another story! So never judge anyone by their cover either! By making a rude gesture or by telling someone something mean, no one should ever be put down for who they are and/or what they believe in. It shouldn't matter if they did something to you before hand; no one desires pay back for it. I am still sorry for what I have done to the people that I have hurt before. Till this day I still say sorry for the thing I have done, and try my best to show them I'm better than that. But now is your step! Stop bullying and putting people down. It is uncalled for. Love one another! Thank you guys for reading my blog! I will try my best to get back to blogging again. Miss you guys! "Stay Amazing! Stay Beautiful!" -Evan Barnes Love you all!! :)
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7/8/2016 06:03:45 pm
Often, hatred and rudeness doesn't come from words. Acting like someone you once cared about is useless and unwanted anymore is more potent than any words. Often, it is the ones who do nothing but show love who get hurt. The greedy foolish ones are the ones who pretend like the good one never existed to them. Never to rethink of a pleasant memory of them again. Never to tell them out of the pure goodness of their hearts to show that they care without having to be asked to show love. I once met a person like that. He never call me a bad word. But in the world, we forget that words are only things we created. Yes words can hurt, but it is the actions of someone that truly do harm. You can tell a person you love them a hundred times a day, but no one will believe it unless you actually show it. I met someone who did that to me... he was nothing but evil. I did some wrong things too, but I never cheated. I never used. I never covered up anything because I had nothing to hide. He hid everything behind his phone screen. I found out eventually though. I found forgiveness, but I should I figured out that if someone is disloyal enough to hide another person from you, that they will hurt you again. I was 100% right. He was the worst thing to happen to almost anyone he had ever met. But I an thankful for him. Because he showed me how cruel a person can really be. And he has shown me exactly how to NOT act to the person I will love some day.
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eric
9/5/2016 03:26:20 pm
Good points; but lasting joy can still be found in life.
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