"I'm tryin' not to let it show, that I don't wanna let this go. Is there somewhere you can meet me? 'Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings. And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing. You're writing lines about me; romantic poetry. Your girl's got red in her cheeks, 'cause we're somethin' she can't see. And I try to refrain, but you're stuck in my brain. And all I do is cry and complain because second's not the same." lyrics from "Is There Somewhere" by Halsey You and I had something that was amazing and sweet. Yes it was short, but it meant a lot. Its hard to look now at you, the feelings are still there. I trying to refrain from thinking of you, but you have been stuck in my brain. I'm always afraid someone else will take you away and make you happier than ever. For some reason I just login to social media to see what you are up to because I am curious. I might seem crazy or stupid for doing some of the things I do. I feel like all I'm doing is just failing and pushing you away, when I'm trying to be here for you! I understand that you have things going on in your life.. I just wish I could be there to help in some way. Just like you have been there for me. You held my hand and my knee, kept making sure I was alright and would hug me! You would let me cry in your arms if I needed. I never liked you for your money, cars, house, but I always liked you for you, your personality! The fact that you would take the time out of your day to make sure I was happy and okay. Inviting me over just to hang out, didn't matter what we did even if it was juts being lazy. We would just sit there and make the best out of everything we could. I miss that. I miss you! I hope some day you will see that... :( I'm sorry, but I guess things aren't the same.. (ATTENTION:: THIS STORY IS BY A FRIEND OF MINE, NOT ME!)
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Evan (me). I am the Author of this Heaven. I write about events, feelings, my photography, and well everything that happens in my life here. I hope you enjoy my writing. Any question or anything please message me on the contact page. Archives
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